It’s nearly 3:00am in the morning and I feel compelled to be honest. It’s been a long while since I last posted here. And for good reason. Life isn’t quite the same after you’ve been opened up like a fish and put back together again. I spent over half a year in extreme, nauseating, endless,…
Author: Nikoletta Winters
I'm an explorer...from the further regions of experience.
The Myth of Making It
I don’t often reblog other writing here, but this one is worth the trouble. The author is Soraya Roberts. — M If the most financially and critically… The Myth of Making It A reblog of a reblog. This article had me at: “That’s the thing with making it, it sows the seeds of its own…
Writing an Album at the End of Days
It’s been awhile since I last posted here. I’ve had a lot on my mind–which isn’t unusual, but I haven’t felt compelled to share anything. I’m feeling pretty good today, so I’m feeling generous. Lucky you! I started writing a new album for Virtual Intelligence in late February of this year (2019). As of August…
Streea/War
“The Greek word for “return” is nostos. Algos means “suffering.” So nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return.” ―Milan Kundera, Ignorance I really want to tell you what I’ve been up to. What I’ve been working on. I can’t though. There’s something about speaking about what you’re doing before it’s actually…
Mana-Sama
Mana-sama from Malice Mizer & Moi Dix Mois. This was super fun to make.
Countessa
I’ve been digging deep into this art stuff/anatomy over the last few months. I finally have something to show off. I was inspired by Elizabeth Bathory.
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Lost in Void: Daily Initiation through Gender Transition, Dying Cats, and the Endless Search for the Authentic Self
2018 has felt like an eternity. I’m all too happy for it to be finally winding down. It’s been one hell of a year. A lot of my posts here have been especially vague in 2018, but I’d like to clear the air a bit. At times I’ve felt like I’ve been having a midlife…
Exploration: You Do You
The drive into Phoenix is unexciting at best. I-10 is mostly flat, dusty, and for some absurd reason a two lane highway. All it takes is one accident and it becomes a parking lot. An innumerable amount of “God’s Watching You Masturbate” “He Died for You,” and “Are you going to Hell?” billboards dot the…
